Melancholy

The depression is setting in.
Slowly and effective
That's just how I feel
From my prospective.

My life has what objective
Nothing but but a defective
Broken pieces of me
Not useful or  receptive.

I feel like the day my father died a piece of me died with him that day.

That scene over and over always get replayed.
Life goes on. That message forever will be relayed.
My story isn't different at all.
Nothing but a cliche.

Today I'm bitter and self evolved
Don't care about the rest of all the people who doesn't bring out the best in all.

I'm ok with doing me.
As much as it hurts That's the way it has to be.

One time I had date with reality and she slapped me in face because of how many times I forget about the vitality and the state that im in.

My Mentality is weird place of pretend because of the things around me. It's astounding how much you count people to defend for whoever you want to call your friends.

I have a hardened heart I think.
I'm on the brink
Of becoming the other guy
They all despise
Why all surprised?
The love deprived
From all you guys
Just a disguise
Meet your demise

AHHH!!!
That's the way I feel.
IM TAKING OFF!!
IM TAKING FLIGHT
TO BRAND NEW HEIGHTS
RIGHT IN MY SIGHT
GOIN' TO IGNITE
I SAY GOOD N
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ENVISAGE

Hello
I'm just a shy fellow
Dreaming of living in meadows
Where the sun always shines yellow

Sipping on hot espresso
Travelling to Mex-i-co
Maybe I'll head to Toreto
Este es nuestro momento

Concentrate on Conversations Compensate for Contemplations Celebrate rather than focusing on the negative connotations

Everything seems to come around I must admit
I had a fear of the hurdles of life
I got over it

Imagine for a second that humans were instruments
I could see you as a guitar Beautiful, elegant

You can't be played any type of way.
You need someone who understands how you are played.

By played I'm talking about knowing what chords to strum. To reveal the alluring melodies that it will eventually become

Revealing some of your qualities even by the flick of my thumb. Then the rest by the other fingers All played as one.

But this is just a dream
An illusion
Where the dreams are looked up not loosened
The beginning of the conclusion
A problem with no solution

Me playing with my guitar... Its stupid though but here you go

http://soundcloud.com/dynomo1/acting-a-fool-but-still

Telepathy

I want to experience what you have
Grasp the things you have grasp
cry when you cry
laugh when you laugh

I want to put my hand in your mouth so I can feel what you're saying.
I want to sit next to God so that hear what you're praying.

Deep into your mind
Beautiful thoughts

Purely refined
Close to your heart

That's where my love for you start.
It will never depart
Like a paintbrush from a canvas
You are the art

It's pretty clear cut
Straight path
no shortcuts
Just do the math

You + me = LOVE
Multiply by time = forever
Hopefully no division is needed
When We are both together.

Corny much?
Maybe
Sorry I can't help it
I know I'm crazy

About the future
No more hurt will be remembered Through paper or notebook
Laptop and computers
Iphones or ipads
No need for any sutures

Because I won't let it get that far
From seeing a scar
Hey you see that? In the mirror? No?
Well I'm seeing a star.

You have to believe me.
You snicker or cough
Not Making me feel distraught
More like a astronaut
I'm about to Lift off!!!!!!!

Live not on evil (mirror)

I imagine myself the Same as you....the things I went through..that wouldn't be true
Through all the trail and tribulations Peoples emasculations
Two facers and all the hating
Anger through me escaping
But I have to chill....cooling down Thinking of a plan what I'm doing now
Hanging with all my friends or what have you
Go to eat.....play games....and have a couple laughs too.
But eventually it ends and I don't like that
Because the feelings I have will be heading right back
I have to Beware of the people I hang around
One second they are your friend then the next you are on the background
Achieving on things I've found
Bob and weave through crazy things that keep feelings abound
No enimies...indeed
They follow I lead
You grow from a seed
Translucent as your breed
Which is hating
Discrminating
I'm still waiting On the day
Anticipating
Reinstating What I say
Annotating
Infiltrating On what I feel
Inside the illusion of
Whats fake or real
Or True or false
You'll see results
Be it'll cost
Your time is lost
Life as adults

Fear

My biggest fear is
Love
It might seem weird thats one of my biggest fears. But no matter how things might appear thats one of my biggest fears.
which is Love
Im not just talking about one type, all are included and you must have eluded the fact I was talking about a special one of the opposite sex.. ...thats not the only Type
But thats next.
Not wanting to blur the major context of what I mean by love. Im afraid of love because of the fact that it sometimes can be obvious one second but in another second unexpected and also interjected with the coating of mystery.
Why do we love?
What is real love?
Its something I probably shouldn't question, I haven't learned my lesson, suffering transgressions, and peoples impressions or suggestions on their view on how love can be expressed. Honestly my whole thought process on what is real love , is that no one knows until they experienced it..
How do I know if that's already happen to me or not?

Never enough

Love with you could be for any reason. It can withstand the coldest or the hottest season. I think I'm getting sick I need some medicine. One dose of you will make me better again. I see flashes, lights, or maybe sparks. We make the fire in our hearts if it gets dark. I'm telling you my thoughts and dealings. You on my mind give me one great feeling. Don't be scared because I can protect you. Just make sure I'm the one ur next to. I heard that if you love something let it go. I understand. if you don't .I'll just exaplain it so... It means you might feel your not good enough So you let her find someone better. Sounds rough. iknow.ican.think something better. It's how ithink as I'm putting it together.